I have always avoided talking about him on my blog. One reason is that I'm afraid I won't do justice to him and won't capture his essence. The other reason is that others have already spoken so well about him. To be honest, there are too many people who like him, and there are countless analyses, interpretations, and research on him. So, I don't have the face to talk about him here. But as they say, writing is a way to express one's thoughts. Even though I may not write well, even though no one may read it, and even though it may not be understood, I still plan to write.
As they say, writing about oneself is a form of madness. A few months ago, I posted an article on my blog that someone else wrote, and someone commented that they couldn't understand it at all (see #美树沙耶香意识到自己是笨蛋 12 周年#). To be honest, I couldn't understand it either. The words were fragmented, and I didn't understand the context. I didn't want to ask because I was afraid of stepping into someone else's minefield (Chuzi has his own minefield). Madness is not only when others can't understand what you write, but sometimes it also makes you appear strange in the eyes of others. One of my roommates in the dormitory is a hardcore fan of Shinri Ryouka and she holds her all the time. I saw online that a Wendy fan scared her parents and said she wanted to be Wendy's dog. Her heart is always burning for Wendy [bsmark]it's really indescribable[/bsmark].
Because I am part of this community, I cannot analyze their behavior rationally. Because I am part of this community, I cannot judge whether their behavior is right or wrong. I have joined the Chuzi group twice, which is similar to a fan group for idols. Our nature is similar to those fanboys and fangirls of singers, we are all crazy about someone. I often can't understand people who play games just for the intensity. After the game is over, there will be a beautiful impression left in our hearts. We don't have the power to give life various meanings. Humanism teaches us to live a good life, and impressions and beliefs support us in this absurd life.
"Love is a desire for understanding. When you love someone, you can't help but want to understand everything about them, accepting everything they have experienced and felt as the most precious treasure, and protecting it carefully." From this passage in "Philosophical Thoughts on Life," we can see that understanding self-promotion is the most important characteristic of a single-pusher. Liking someone without understanding them is at most a futile liking, like a passing wind.
Self-promotion often has many attractive qualities that attract single-pushers, and these qualities help single-pushers filter through. As they say, birds of a feather flock together, and people with similar spirits tend to gather together. For example, labeling stray fans as crazy is probably for this reason.
Talking about the reasons for liking him here is like making a public confession. Sure enough, when I thought that someone would read this, I didn't dare to continue writing.
